I should probably come with a “I’m going to break your heart at some point” warning label.
I really have no idea. I’ve never submitted anything and haven’t been published, so I’m pretty clueless about those things. Good luck, though!
I’ve smoked so many god damn cigarettes these past few days and I’m so god damn stressed and so god damn worried about hurting everyone else’s feelings that I’ve stopped giving any shits about my own and I can feel the hate for myself i work so hard to keep away creeping back up my throat and spilling itself through my teeth.
I need to start holding people accountable.
I need to start realizing that not everything is my fault.
If someone lies to me, it means that they’re a shitty person, not that I did something wrong to make them lie to me.
If someone treats me like shit, it’s because of their own flawed personality, not because I deserve it.
I feel like this would improve my self-esteem greatly.
My step sister is getting a $2,000 purse for Christmas from my mom
My brother is getting an IphoneC and a new gun
My other brothers are getting new game consoles and some other shit
And I asked my mom for $150 for Christmas so that I can get a new phone since mine doesn’t accept calls anymore and only half the screen works and she says “don’t count on it”.
I got nothing for my birthday and she pays none of my bills.
I don’t ask for much and, typically, I get even less.
OMG THANK YOU
Of course, as long as I’m given credit, I never mind anyone using something I’ve written. It’s always flattering to have people ask that. No, it isn’t published anywhere else.