If you’re with someone who doesn’t look at you with adoration & passion, when you walk into a room they don’t instantly feel reassurance & pride for having the right to claim you, you get undressed & they don’t get the urge to take you down … Someone who doesn’t praise you for your accomplishments & admire your efforts to be a better you;
start loving yourself again and leave their company. There are too many people in the world to settle for someone who feels you’re mediocre.
If you ever want to know what going crazy feels like, don’t try it. It’s totally not worth it and rocking isn’t a flattering position.
Sometimes I wish it was socially acceptable to just freely speak my mind. Like I had this encounter earlier and this woman was showing me pictures of her kid going, “are you ready to see the cutest thing ever? Bam isn’t that the cutest thing you’ve ever seen??” I wish I could just be honest and be like no, not really, in fact I saw this really cool moth earlier that might have been cuter. But nooooo, morals or some shit. I dunno.
Yes. I have more attraction to females than I do to males. I actually don’t usually have much, if any attraction to males and when I do have any, it’s only an emotional attraction and not a physical one. That’s speaking of cisgender men and cisgender women.
Going from 152 to 144 in eight days is probably not a healthy thing and relapse feels all too comforting right now. I’ve got to get my life straightened out. I can’t keep doing this shit to myself.